alright, so i said that i wouldnt post up anymore poems on here til i get my laptop, but what the hey, i cant wait that long. lol. anyways, here they are:

A Part of Me

i didnt know you were a big part of me until now.
i am missing you more and more everyday.
when i saw you again,
i thought i was seeing a friend.
but my heart was racing and everything is different.
seeing you made me smile.
a different kind of smile.
the one that lets me know my life isnt complete without you.
ive only known you,
but it seems as if ive known you from another world.
the world that i was always happy in.
the one that i always smiled.




Losing Something Special

its hard to let go of something special.
but its harder to replace it with something new.
youve been through a lot with it,
and never once did you want to say goodbye.
the smile that it brings to you is brighter than the sun shinning down.
the smile vanish since you lost it.
will it ever come back?




My Savior

he spreaded his arms out and died for me.
he did everything for me because i sinned.
he helped me become a better person.
its impossible for me to repay him,
even with my life.
all i can do is be a good person like he taught me to be.
when im walking,
hes walking beside me.
when im playing,
hes standing there smiling at me.
but when im crying,
hes no longer standing next to me.
hes carrying me so that i would be okay.
god created him so he can be my savior.
hes there with me through the good and the bad things in life.
also helping me walk through the right paths in life.




Lost in the World

im lost in this world.
i dont know who or what i am anymore.
things are getting harder everyday.
my world is turning upside down.
my heart was once filled with love,
but now ts empty.
tears after tears rolling down inside me.
my life is being ruined
the peices of my puzzle wont fit together.
nothing seems to be right.
i learned to love others,
but did others learn to love me?
my heart is screaming for help every second.
i can put on a smile,
but that smile wont last long,
i wanna be found one of these days, and wanna be loved like never before.
is there anything i can do to find this love?